This is How I Disappear. on 2007-01-03
I haven't been eating well.
I haven't been sleeping well.
And I'm paying for it now.
I'm hurting so much and there's nothing I can do about it. I've had too many pain killers and I don't feel better at all.
I'm like some sort of wonder kid, I swear, I never get ill.
In fact, the last time I was ill, was seven years ago.
I feel helpless and I hate it.
Ew.