I Know This Is Over For Now on 2008-04-29
My friend died. In a fire.
I don't know how to react, it's so surreal. It was just last week I saw him last, when he came up to me, pushed my cheeks together and said I looked like a mutual friend's sister. Something that he always stated. That was the last time I saw him.
When I first met him, he was wearing pajamas and did this running kick, but failed miserably and fell to the floor.
When I first spent time with him out of college, he made me turn up four hours before going to the cinema.
When I last spent time with him out of college, we were in London at a gig and he couldn't stop talking about this girl who helped him up.
I mean, I have texts from him in my inbox and msn chat history. They're just there.
There's a book of condolences being made and I've decided to stick in my cinema ticket.
Rest in peace, I suppose.
xxxxxx