Minhae, it's been a year. on 2005-12-17
There are so many things happening at the moment. So this will be a pretty mixed up entry.
It's a year, today, since saying good bye to Minhae. This time last year, this exact time, I know what I was wearing, how I was feeling and what I was doing. (By the way, I was wearing a shirt which I thought looked good on me when I was going through my sensible dressing period, I was wrong though.)
So, anyway. I love Minhae and I miss her dearly.
Tonight I'm going to have my friends Becky, Emma, Lauren and the Dwarves over. We're going to order Chinese and then run over to Laser Quest to shoot each other.
This morning I baked myself a cake for later. At one point I got fustrated and asked my dad for help, which really is the last straw. He gave me these words of inspiration, for the first time in years, "I don't want you under the false apprehension that trying is okay", so basically that translates as "do it now".
Finally here's a quiz that I've borrowed from angeleyescia:
Put an x in front of the ones that you've done.
>> >( ) skipped school
>> >( ) seen someone die
>> >( ) been in love
>> >( ) been dumped
>> >( ) shoplifted
>> >(x) been in a fist fight
>> >( ) snuck out of your parent's house
>> >(x) Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
>> >( ) gone on a blind date
>> >( ) been to Canada
>> >( ) been to Mexico
>> >(x) been on a plane
>> >( ) eaten Sushi
>> >( ) been snowboarding
>> >( ) been moshing at a concert
>> >(x) taken painkillers
>> >(x) love someone or miss someone right now
>> >(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
>> >(x) made a snow angel
>> >(x) had a tea party
>> >(x) flown a kite
>> >(x) built a sand castle
>> >(x) gone puddle jumping
>> >(x) played dress up (you've seen the entry)
>> >(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
>> >(x) gone sledding
>> >(x) cheated while playing a game
>> >(x) been lonely
>> >(x) fallen asleep at school (last tuesday)
>> >(x) watched the sun set
>> >( ) felt an earthquake
>> >( ) touched a snake
>> >( ) slept beneath the stars
>> >(x) been tickled
>> >(x) been robbed
>> >(x) been misunderstood
>> >(x) petted a reindeer/goat
>> >(x) won a contest (yesterday I won a box of chocolates)
>> >(x) had a parent run a red light
>> >( ) been in a car accident
>> >( ) had braces
>> >(x) felt like an outcast
>> >(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
>> >(x) had deja vu
>> >( ) witnessed a crime
>> >( ) squished barefoot through the mud
>> >(x) been lost
>> >(x) been to the opposite side of the country
>> >(x) swam in the ocean
>> >(x) played cops and robbers
>> >(x) recently coloured with crayons/coloured pencils/markers
>> >(x) sung karaoke
>> >(x) paid for a meal with only coins
>> >(x) made prank phone calls
>> >(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
>> >(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
>> >(x) danced in the rain
>> >(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
>> >( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
>> >(x) blown bubbles
>> >( ) made a bonfire on the beach
>> >( ) crashed a party
>> >(x) gone roller skating
>> >(x) had a wish come true
>> >(x) worn pearls
>> >( ) ate dog/cat food
>> >(x) sang in the shower
>> >( ) have a little black dress
>> >(x) had a dream that you married someone
>> >(x) glued your hand to something
>> >( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
>> >( ) kissed a fish
>> >( ) been with a cheerleader
>> >(x) sat on a roof top
>> >(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
>> >(x) done a one handed cart-wheel
>> >( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
>> >(x) stayed up all night
>> >(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
>> >(x) climbed a tree
>> >( ) had a tree house
>> >(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
>> >( ) believed in ghosts
>> >( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
>> >( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
>> >( ) pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
>> >(x) broken a bone
>> >(x) been easily amused
>> >( ) caught a fish then ate it
>> >(x) caught a butterfly
>> >(x) laughed so hard you cried
>> >(x) cried so hard you laughed
>> >(x) cheated on a test
>> >( ) have a Britney Spears CD
>> >(x) forgotten someone's name
>> >(x) French braided someone's hair
>> >(x) been to any other countries besides yours
>> >( ) had serious surgery
>> >(x) gone out in public in your pyjamas (this morning there was a piano broken outside my house)
>> >(x) kissed a stranger (all the "kissed a _______" questions are on the cheek)
>> >(x) hugged a stranger
>> >( ) been arrested
>> >(x) had alcohol
>> >( ) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
>> >( ) swore at your parents
>> >( ) kicked a guy where it hurts
>> >( ) been in love
>> >( ) been close to love
>> >( ) been to a casino
>> >( ) skinny-dipped
>> >( ) saw a therapist/counsellor
>> >(x) done the splits
>> >( ) played spin the bottle
>> >(x) gotten stitches
>> >( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
>> >(x) bitten someone
>> >( ) been to Niagara Falls
>> >(x) gotten the chicken pox
>> >( ) crashed into a friend's car
>> >( ) been to Japan
>> >(x) ridden in a taxi
>> >( ) been fired
>> >(x) lied to a friend
>> >(x) had a crush
>> >( ) celebrated mardi-gras
>> >(x) been to Europe
>> >( ) Been to Africa
>> >( ) Driven interstate
>> >(x) Been Skiing
>> >(x) Met someone in person from the internet (Anija and people around the town from certain websites, also I could have sworn on my life that I saw someone diaryland. She looked so much like her photo and she was pregnant living in London. She was behine me in line at a newsagents)
>> >( ) been to a motor cross show
>> >( ) lost a child
>> >(x) had a crush on someone you shouldn't
>> >(x) own an ipod
>> >( ) own an mpeg4 player
>> >(x) own an mp3 player
>> >( ) fancy someone on your contact list
>> >(x) kissed a girl
>> >(x) kissed a boy
>> >( ) fainted
>> >( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
>> >(x) questioned your heart
>> >(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
>> >(x) cried yourself to sleep
>> >(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
>> >( ) jumped off a bridge
>> >( ) kissed a mirror
>> >( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
I've got 4 hours to kill. I think I'm going to do homework.
Rosie xxx