2004 - 2009
PMA on 2009-07-22
Positive mental attitude until I'm dead on arrival.
I've had such difficulty with my reading and writing since finishing college. Surely this much education shouldn't have this affect on me.
I think I'm gradually slipping back into Catcher in the Rye days and I don't see this as a positive thing. As much as I love that novel, it had many emotionally negative aspects attached to it. It's probably a comfort, but I don't understand how the mind works- so I'm in no place to try and guess.
I've signed on at the job centre to receive a job seeker's allowance just in case I can't get a job this summer. It pays around �50 a week, so that's not bad at all. I just have to continue to be in a state of 'actively seeking work'.
I really want to move to the Midlands now, I'm done with London. I can't wait to get a fresh start, the kind I was lucky enough to get two years ago.
I'm too negative at the moment, this isn't good at all.
PMA until I'm DOA.